Tessa: xanga?
Xanga: yes?
Tessa: we need to talk
Xanga: *nervously* about what?
Tessa: a few days ago, I started using Myspace
Xanga: What?! we can work through it I swear, I'll change!
Tessa: I don't know if this is going to work out
Xanga: Can I at least see the kids on the weekends?
Tessa: We don't have kids.
Xanga: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Okay, I cracked. I have a myspace, only I really don't know how to use it. It's a lot different. If anyone wants to explain it to me further than what I figured out on my own, please feel free to do so. Here it is.....

www.myspace.com/emoisdeadtome

I do have Tom, my one and only friend. Tom *dreamy sigh*

SAT and promanade on the same freakin' day? Heck yes! Man, I got nervous just signing up for the dang thing.

My mom needs a new job so if anyone knows any well-paying adult-like jobs that need filling, I'm your girl.

Caitlin's having some rough times right now so please pray for her and keep her family in your thoughts.

Screw Myspace! This is the only blog thing that I will not-update-on for a really long time!

Friday and Saturday were pretty awesome if I do say so myself.

Friday- Went to "all-city" middle school concert and it was pretty fab. Then massiel and I went to Taco Bell and had tacos! Then we drove around and ended up going to walmart/saw the richards/I bought hair dye! Wondered where Caitlin was since we were going to hang out with her too. I went home and dyed my hair and it was Garnier and I don't trust them AT ALL (shampoo made my hair start to fall out) and I was washing my hair and it started shedding more than normal and I was absolutely terrified that I would wake up with no hair. I have hair, but I still don't trust them.

Saturday- I woke up and my dad was all like, "Let's go to Babes." And I was all like, "okay!" So we went and had really good fried chicken and mashed potatoes and green beans and bread. mmm. Then we went to Penders so that I could buy our ensemble. It's way easy, but the guy said that it was a class 1. Later I went to The Galaxy club to see Trevor's band play and they were really good. Walked around Deep Ellum. Went to taco bell. We painted the town red with random mischief.

Funny story about Taco Bell: I ordered three tacos and the guy asked me, "do you want it hard or soft?" and I thought it was funny.

Now I'm just waiting for someone to call me and tell me how much they want to hang out.

Grilled cheese and tomato soup. mmm.

Went to UU church for the first time today. It was pretty okay I guess. I really liked what the pastor said about how it's good to not know if there's a God or not. There's no way of proving Him either way, so by not knowing, good works are from the heart and not done as a way of guaranteeing a ticket to heaven. People kept telling me how great their youth program is; it got a little old after awhile. I met this one lady named Gay Cox and when she introduced herself to me I almost repeated her name back to her, because I was thinking how funny it was, instead of my own name.

Now I'm going to mope around the house, like I did all day yesterday, because no one wants to hang out with me.